What a Heart

We've had many a conversations about Jack's heart in this house over the last almost 5 years.  I knew this little boy, who was diagnosed with an ASD/VSD at 2 weeks old, would be a fighter.  I clung to Jeremiah 29:11- "I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."  And Jack continues to amaze us!  Who would have thought that this little boy:

would become this big boy?

And look at that scar!  It looks amazing.  Jack notices it now.  He knows that is where the doctors fixed his heart when he was a baby.  Speaking of those doctors.  We saw Jack's WONDERFUL cardiologist, Dr. Hirsch this week.  I can't say enough wonderful things about him.  I hope that no one else has to see a pediatric cardiologist, but if ever you do, this man is great.  He has shared some dark days with us and seen us at some rough times, but now, it is so wonderful to be able to share all the great things that are going on for Jack.  This checkup was the first that we have had in 2.5 years.  And, since all is great, we don't have to return for 3 more years!

But besides just growing up and getting physically bigger and stronger, Jack's heart is growing another way.  He's becoming so caring and compassionate.  He helps Caroline and is concerned about her.  He is thoughtful and tries to help out.  But I really saw a glimpse of this sweet heart this week.  Jack is going back to school 2 days a week while I continue to recover (it is good for all of us...he's loving it!).  His teacher asked Jack how I was doing after my surgery.  Jack looked at her and told her with tearful eyes "My mommy, she just hurts so bad."  He was really upset and concerned about me.  I hate that he sees me in pain, but it is so sweet that is he concerned and sensitive.  I know Tommy loves how Jack's a bit of a momma's boy.  I'll take it a few more years, right?